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Friday, June 23, 2006

opps

im supposed to be packing my room now but im getting so distracted at NOT packing.

i know, its terrible. i need to find wat motivates me now, cos i feel like there is no drive for me to get things up and going.

i leave things to the very last minute and pray and hope against hope that i dun have to do that ting.

yes im in denial, or in the words of WL, Cognitive Disonance. i tink tats his best 2K spent, on the Psych 102 Unit.

and im tired. im like a zombie.

i noe, i keep going on bout no drive and motivation, but i am really at the stage of my life where i am not particularly looking forward to anyting. expect maybe SUperBand. which is like, huh. wat sort of proper drive is tat?!

is tis wat menopause feels like?

is tis wat it is like to be at an age where u are at crossroads and u do not know which way to go and hence u decide to just stay stationary?

or do i actually have a direction but there is no force behind me?

is wat i am feeling now, Aimlessness?

who can save me?

who can tell me wat to do to get out of my world?

plain speakin would prolly not help. i can tell u tat. im at such a terrible stage, i would jus be so stubborn and not listen. my word is the world.

i have no idea why but i feel like im actually locking myself in a room, and im not letting anyone in. neither am i willing to take the 1st step and walk out.

TOPIC for Discussion :

What Drives You?

How Can You Determine What You Are Doing Is The Means To An End?

How Can You Help Me?!

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