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Saturday, April 30, 2005

Start STUDYING!

hai... in like 15 mins time, another day would b gone.... n how have i wasted another day... hee.. woke up at 12 then went with jean, aidan, esther to town to have jap food for lunch.. YUM! had katsu-don.. nice nice! then shopped around for a while then i bought another shirt! but its long sleeve this time... Brown Fila... so tat i can wear something longer when i go jogging! n its not a bad deal.. $14 aussie bucks! hmm.. then reach back here bout 4.. then.. stoning and wasting time till now... I NEED TO START STUDYING AND STOP INDULGING IN MY CURRENT FAV PAST TIME, STONING! hmmm... but on the other hand.. didnt noe stoning is quite so addictive.. but bad hobby la! hai...

am quite abit worried.. so behind in work and everyting else... n ya.. was feelin quite moody yesdae... dear frens who read my entry yesdae n noe me well enough will pick my moody vibes up..

dear frens... in 10 mins time... its 58 days more to home n to the arms of ppl whom i miss dearly..
Yup.. tats u, mommy n daddy, dearie,lun, zhenyu zhenwei, auntie vergie, grandparents and cousins,frens, min, leeying, ling, qin, seow, shah and ya... hmmm... after writing all these names down.. seems like i have rather little frens.. but ya.. tats all!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 11:42 pm.

Friday, April 29, 2005

How We Have Grown...

Hai.. was taking some time off.. u noe.. for some ME time... and i was thinking back.. its really surprising how we have grown.. how old we sometimes feel.. how tired and sometimes.. regret and happiness as we look back.. we look back at the past with longing, with regret, happiness, sorrow... sometimes we will think.. "if only i had done this.. if only i did not do tat.. " I should have been there, should have said yes, should have said no..
i noe tat life should b lived forward and not backward.. but i guess its jus one of those days for me.. when i sit down to think... and stone.. (cos think last nite didnt sleep well... neck hurts like hell.. cant turn to rite side....)and think back on my life so far... i guess everybody has regrets and mistakes we wish we could make up for or have 1 more go at it.. but tats the way it is... the clock keeps ticking and ticking... no matter how hard u wan to turn the clock back, it is impossible... the earth keeps spinnin and spinning and b4 u noe it... another day is gone.

***THINK BACK......***
Have u made someone smile today?
Have u said something to cheer someone up?
Have u helped somebody in need?
Have u shown concern to someone who needs it?
Have u lent a shoulder to someone?
Have u smiled a frenly smile at someone to make their day?
Have u done something u noe u will not regret today?
Have u lived ur life as u hope it should b lived today?
Have u appreciated someone and make it b known to them?
Have u said i love u to someone u really cherish and love?
Have u said thank you to someone who has done something for u?
Have u looked out of the window and think... of all the ppl out there who have placed their hopes and dreams on u... tat u will make it for them n not let them down...

i havnt done all those on the list... but i am working hard towards it...

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 4:55 pm.

HiHi...

Sorry.. havnt blog for so long.. was very buzy the last few weeks with all the tests and lab reports to hand in..Firstly, COUNTDOWN..60 Days More.. Ok then... today i had Human Movement Lab... u noe.. as i have mentioned in my previous entries, the looking at the bones and the yucky things... today we looked at muscles and ya... im like sincerly thinking of becoming a vegeterian.. hee.. really... yesterday wen told me a piece of good news! the JJC VBALL GALS got into the finals! So Happy for them! According to him... they played really really well n everyone was shocked they got in! Hope they win NY so we,JJ can get 1st in VBall.. we have never gotten tat b4... so it will b refreshing... n it will make history!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 3:34 pm.

Friday, April 15, 2005

this is frm lun..but i felt it was such an emotional entry tt i hv juz to post it for everyone to see

"missed those days were we cried when we lost, happy when we won...when all 12 of us sat dwn n say wad we dislike abt each other n try to improve ourselves..the days when we went thailand...the days when we stayed back in sch in the alumni n watch the jap show n study...the graduation day..inside court n outside court..every single thing we did..oh...sure miss those wonderful days........"----- xinlun

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 5:19 pm.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Hai...Y does it have to b this way?

jus now i was jus reading daniel's (my chem shifu) blog and it seems tat he is having a bit of trouble with his gf etc etc... or rather... ex gf... then i tot... y? they have been together for so long...is it true tat u can meet some one rite for u too early? mayb they met and got together too early... i have heard somewhere tat when couples get together.. they shd b married by their 4th or 5th yr of courtship le...after tat they are like together but there is no written rule or code tat u mus stay faithful to tat person.. wat i mean is.. if u are married.. a nice person is v nice to u but u are like binded by the marriage contract and u noe u are binded by it... so u tell urself.. NO! i shd not even start it... (thinking of things u r not supposed to think and jus end it there...) but if u r still dating.... its different! there is no contract and its like U-noe-and-i-noe type but tat hardly counts..... so... back to the pt... y? he is a nice person an not ugly... i think.. sad for him.... and from wat i noe... the gf didnt even find someone better... jus found tat e relationship fade le... like tat i hope it means tat Chem Shifu! u hve chance! jia you!

which leads me to think.... hope me n wen will b happy always....
love u dear... muacks.... "I'll be back!" when im here it makes me realised how much u mean to me....
for family... its times like this tat i feel "so wat if i have 2 irritating bros at home and bugging me..? so wat if mum and dad nags at me sometimes?" so wat! i rather trade all of tat for jus being near u..and at home... Miss u all and love u all!
for frens.. its the same.. for u all out there who read this... it means u still care bout me! love all of u too... when i come back lets have a get together... its only when i am alone then i realised tat all those times back home when i feel 'alone'... i am not really 'alone".... cos now... here is wat it realy means by ALONE... but at the same time... its not really alone...cos i noe all of u guys and gals will b waiting for me... jus as i am waiting for u all... Frens Always!
(ok.. sorry if it didnt make sense to some ppl... the whole pt is tat its really quite ironic..)

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 11:44 pm.

Sch starting.....

hai… tml school starting again soon le.. the week passed very quickly! Really in the blink of an eye lo! Hai.. which makes me realize… time really flies… before u know it.. it’s already gone… Hmmm… let me see… wat did I do during my 1 week break…. Nothing much… except Tried to Study… n on wed and thurs go shopping! On wed went shopping for a while but it was quite productive… got a few good deals…. But on thurs… went shopping for 1 whole week but got nothing! Boo Hoo.! Hai… now rushin to come up with a nice good essay for evolution… HB… sianz… its in class essay la… but still mus prepare one la.. then the preparation like KNS… OKie then… cant tok le… go do work… later then!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 11:40 am.