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Saturday, April 29, 2006

air

we often make the mistake of not treasuring our loved ones until they are gone. its like the air we breath - we often jus overlook the fact that they exist and take them for granted, but we really cannot live with out them. when we hear that they might leave us, we do tings to stop them from leaving. sadly, its futile sometimes. but if our loved ones were to leave us one day, mayb tats only how much of all our life journey they can walk with us. they can only accompany us this far. at that point of time, the best thanks one can give them is a smile and "thank u very much for walking with me thus far. i shall remember you and all we have gone through, because that's what mould me into who i am."

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 10:37 pm.

absence makes the heart grows fonder?

absence makes the heart grows fonder? u sure? wat makes u so sure absence makes the heart grow fonder? wat makes u so sure its not that absence jus makes people drift apart? y cant absence jus makes pple forget about another person's presence?
absence have 2 endings.
it may complicate your life,it will bring sadness and much more longingness because u jus miss the other person so much.
it may also jus allow u to realise that the person is not so impt to u after all,that you can afford to not have her in ur life, that u can afford to lose her.
tell me, boys n girls.when met with ABSENCE, which ending will your story have?

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 7:47 pm.

Friday, April 28, 2006

lost $

hai. jus came back from mahjong session with the boys at Set C. lost 8bucks. i hate to lose $$$! but well, who likes huh. anyway im tired n sleepy now. and i still gotta do my biomech and bio. tml dimsum with the usual suspects... hope its nice! the place where we used to go eat dimsum has closed down and we are on a quest to find a successor! wish us luck!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 11:30 pm.

update bout 1st bio qiuz.

everyone, god is kind to me. Recap : tot i screwed up my 1st bio quiz, what i do know is very little already, plus had to change the meagre number of correct answer to wrong ones cos i peeked at the other 2 ppl next to, who dun happen to b any smarter than me. but the zhong dian is, haha! i still managed to pass the quiz after all! i got 6%.. well its not much n i noe its terrible to feel pleased with such an ok score, im jus glad i didnt fail la. bio has never been my pet subject, nor has bio been very kind to me. i like him but he dun seem to like me back. i try hard but he jus wouldnt allow me inside his world. and to tink im tinking of majoring in bio! boys and girls, stay tuned and watch! will Gin survive the battle against BIOLOGY? who dies 1st? will Bio ever be conquered? or will the consequence be abit like WW2? anyway, ive got ANOTHER bio quiz coming up next week, which is less than 6 days away n i have not started at all. cos ive got a biomech quiz b4 that. same weightage, 10%. but its jus, i dunno la... biomech is hard too.
alritey, dinner time le. blog later!
tata.

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 5:56 pm.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

oh, swoon...

oh, my idea of the purrrrrfect guy. nice hair. dreamy eyes. tall. strong build. and that's jus the physical part. i havnt gotten down to the personality yet. ok, it may seem an insult to FF fans, but i really havnt got a clue what went on in FF8. but i chanced upon this character, Squall thru the theme song, "Eyes on ME" by Faye Wong. i like the look of him, thou his name is abit.... how do i put it, unique. hah

obviously im in a good mood today. i have got no idea y.. the weather is freezing cold. its almost dark n gloomy yet im feeling happy and hyper and top of the world and blogging and playing with my photos and blasting my music. mayb im on a sugar rush today. mayb im ready to step out of my mini-disappointment. hah.. whatever the reason is, im in a good mood today!
guys, u r rite. girls are a seperate species altogether. we practically exist on another planet. we are jus so hard to understand! even i dun understand y am i in such a good mood today, so how can u understand?! PLUS, i didnt even have a good nite's rest. i went to bed at like 2-ish? tossed and turned till like 3-ish? woke up at dunno wat time cos the stupid birds were SCREECHING their lungs out near my window. (hope the lungs actually drop out.) *evilgrinz... haha...
makes me wonder.... how did snow white managed to get her beauty rest everyday living in the forest?!!?!?! enlighten me, someone! mayb she had earplugs. but she's supposed to be a chiobu. i dun tink its very glam to be caught wearing earplugs.. haha. oh wells, she's a nice person so i guess when a person is nice inside out, alot of other tings are forgiven, eg : caught with a pair of unglam earplugs, bad hair, wats not.

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 3:39 pm.

soft toys galore

Pakkun, Tenderheart Bear, Tigger.

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 3:37 pm.

x-rays and sweater

got my x-rays back today. as more or less expected, the x-rays shows there's nothing wrong with my spine. the bones look alrite. most prob its the muscles.. oh wells, here's my x-rays.

X-Rays. Yay?

and i finally initiated the sweater zhenyu(tats my bro everyone!) drew for me when he went china with JJC last year! i was enlightened by him. apparently that the guy on the sweater is someone from Full Metal Alchemist. (p/s: well, i do noe its an anime of some kind.hah) well, darling, gimme naruto anyday.. or. mai-hime. or. snow fairy sugar. or. PPG(aka, Power Puff Girls)? ahah...but yes, i got the underlying msg... thanks for tat sweater! already i had a handful of ppl commenting on my jacket. not bad! hey, Zhenyu! since im helping u spread the word and advertise, dun forget bout me when u do get famous. yes, the materialistic person i am, i am refering to the $$$ of cos..

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 3:11 pm.

Monday, April 24, 2006

people are greedy. i am greedy

i believe most people are greedy by nature. i always thought since i am aware of tis fact, i could make a conscious effort to curb my greediness and jus be satisfied with wat i have. well, proven once again today, i am greedy. nothing is ever enough. when i have got someting, i want more of it.
got my ex physio midsem results today. it was ok... but i hoped and expected more. granted, i got a super borderline good grade. but when i stepped out of the exam theatre a mere 2 weeks ago, i thought i would have done better. the exam went well, i thought. well, i was disappointed when i saw my grades today. for a normal person, they would jus flip if i tell them my grade. they would not understand y my facial expression n grade will not match. i didnt do as well as i hoped. i was hoping the mid sem would help me have an easier time for the rest of my unit. well., seems like i dun have the luxury of that extra few marks to slack. u can say im being greedy. considering i only really started studying like 3 days before the exam, the score would have been quite well. but during those 3 days, i thought i knew my stuff well enough. im not.
im not being upset becos others got higher than me. i was upset when i saw my score, not after i knew wat the others scored. wat the others scored had noting to do with me. its jus my own expectations i was trying to meet.
well, i fell short of my expectations rather badly. thou it was a rather last minute studying thing, i was hoping for more.
im upset.
im disappointed.
i want it all behind me.

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 3:09 pm.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Doctor's, X-Ray

went to see the doc again today. for my backache. its terrible. i hope noting goes wrong. i dun wan to b disabled! doc recommended X-Rays for my back, so went to take X-Ray straight after lunch. spent $77 , hope can claim back from Insurance. spent $18.70 on medication too - asprin they call it. hah. terrible terrible. its jus too too bad..
im worried sick.
im pissed bout my back.

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 4:20 pm.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Forever vs Always

"Forever" means "For everlasting time; eternally."
"Always" stands for "At all times; not subjecting to change."
Dear boys n girls, how many times have you used the word 'Forever' and 'Always'?
Do you know what the words mean?
Use the correct words, say wat u want, say wat u mean.
don't go bout breaking someone else's heart with ur lousy vocab.
stay firm, Forever means forever. Always means always. which is why there are 2 seperate words, cos they mean 2 different tings.

[p/s: everyting's ok in my life, jus that these 2 words happened to cross my mind while i was reading my biomech. heh. weird i noe! and i have been studying and tokin bout biomech the past few days.. in total, i tink bout 5% more info went in only. i need to put my heart n soul into it! ]

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 10:04 pm.

You know me, but you don't.
You hear me, but you are not listening.
You talk to me, but we are not really communicating.
When you see me, you seem to look through me.
You hate me, but you don't.
You care for me, but you pretend you don't.

I know you, but I don't.
I hear you, but I'm not listening.
I talk to you, but we are not really communicating.
When i see you, i seem to look through you.
I hate you, but I don't.
I care for you, but i pretend not to.

When I say I want to understand you, you stare straight back at me with your empty eyes.

When you say you will be there, I try hard to look into your heart and search for the truth.

---Inspired by an acquaintance's blogpost.

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 2:54 pm.

in life, possessions give their owners status.
in death, it's more like the reverse, the owner's celebrity, if he had, electrifying the object with a personal history.

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 2:45 pm.

.:: ::.

blogging can be quite addictive. especially with my new blog template, it makes me want to blog even more. i am trying to make my blog a snapshot of my life and a misc blog and for me to post whatever that comes into my life. ive got a new passion for all tings ironic and paradoxical.

dictionary.com = IRONIC - adj 1: humorously sarcastic or mocking; "dry humor"; "an ironic remark often conveys an intended meaning obliquely

dictionary.com = PARADOXICAL - adj 1: seemingly contradictory but nonetheless possibly true. 2:An assertion that is essentially self-contradictory, though based on a valid deduction from acceptable premises.

P/S : i love going online or whatever to search for words and meanings and spellings. the thirst of expanding my word bank will never be quenched.

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 2:31 pm.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Sigh

My sleep cycle is out of whack. i sleep in the day n stay awake in the nite. im fast on the way of living the life of a night-shift security guard or someting... or mayb a vampire.. whichever sounds better.. i really mus try to b like a normal person = sleep at nite n wake up in the day.. i noe its holiday but there are still tings to do!
There is so much to be done. After all, when we die, we will be sleeping for eternity... Its smart to save for rainy days.. n i still wanna get a flat tummy!
so.. comment of the blog n reminder to me...
Do Not Sleep All You Want, Eat All You Can and Spend All You Have.

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 8:05 pm.

Perservance Pays...

yay! after hours of trying again, i finally managed to add in the Blog Title and a pic of me in the Profile page! but im still tryin to see if i can minimise the picture to b posted... but cannot be too ambitious n greedy huh..1 step at a time... me n lun tried n tried n tried for so long last nite but i jus cannot change it.. so today i was jus looking at my template then i realised there were 2 commands for Blog Title and spacing etc and i only changed 1! no wonder i couldnt see any change! thanks so much n sorry lun for spendin so much time with me last nite! love u, hugz!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 7:59 pm.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

yay! it seems ok!

yay! it seems ok! ppl, if u toggle round my blog n see someting funny, pls tell me! and p/s : how come cannot post chinese one?!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 5:15 pm.

Changed Blogskin Anyway...

changed blogskin anyway. cos i tried to change it the 1st time round. it FAILED. it was like, neither here nor there la! my post were all over the place! i didnt save any of the changes but it happened anyway! so i decided, jialet la.. i HAD to do someting! so i hoped n i prayed and tis is a test post! pls pls... let my blog b fine...

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 5:10 pm.

Blogskins

well well.. at the request of dear miss xinlun, i Tried to change my blog template. being the blog-template-idiot i am, i jus cannot change it! alrite.. i almost succeeded. but i didnt noe how to put my tagbox in. and the blog template i chose was NICE, except it had like little dunno wat falling all over the page and im like, it gets sorta irritating after a while huh. so i tried to take tat off... and i tried. and i tried somemore. then i gave up. cos its not working.. so shall take time off n search for one which is NICE n has no funny tings all over the screen. hah. n yes, wasted 30mb on it. which is a dollar 20. well.. but ive not been on internet much these days, guess i can afford tat.
signing out for now!
Comment of the Blog :: 两个人如果不喜欢，就算遇上几万次，也是没有缘分。。。

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 3:55 pm.

Sunday, Early Morning,@ 210am

i havnt blogged for so long, i tink almost 1 week already.. i was so so bz... well, no one's fault but mine. i had to leave my studying for Exercise Physiology till the very last minute then cram like hell... then i had to leave doing my 25% Physical Activity Assignment till the last day too! i noe, its my fault. i shdnt have left tings to the last minute... but still.. i hope to learn from this lesson.. but still, i guess its jus me... but hope for a miricle everyone!

nothing very exciting going on in my life now... jus tat, for those interested, my back is still not better. i feel so cheated off my 5bucks i paid to the doctor. i went to see the doc regardin my back n after checkup, she declared i need 2 weeks rest. come on! its 3 more days to 2 weeks n its NOT getting SLIGHTLY better. point noted. tink i will go n see the doc again. tis time. another one.. i jus dun have the time to wait for my back to get better! if not how can i practise my butterfly and swimming stuff etc?! hello? its graded u noe..

ok, apart from tis titbit bout my life, today's topic will be "My Life, My World, My Room."

hah, dunno, jus tot of blogging bout tat today. cos i was like looking ard my room here in currie. its not nicely furnished.. well, it had all the neccesities and its presentable n stuff. but if u wanna tok bout the quality, nah, its not there. but i find it rather cosy.. its My room, MY life, MY world. i was jus tinking.. u noe in hostel rite.. the rooms here are all the same, how can one step into different rooms and get different vibes? i find my room here v cosy and it reflects who i am, wat i like and the personality of me. my room here, the walls are plastered with pictures of loved ones and drawings wen drew for me.

MY WALL - IN FRONT OF MY TABLE

PICTURES OF FAMILY AND FRENS

PICTURES OF SENIORS AND FRENS N LUN

DRAWINGS

my room is a very personal place. its not only meant for sleeping, its meant for studying and also, a retreat for me, to escape from the outside world n jus immerse myself in my tots and feelings. there is really noting much for me to do here. i havnt got a car and ive not got much frens to run ard with.. i spend 80% of my time in my room and for those curious bout wat i do - i sleep (a lot), i watch anime (watching the same tings repeatedly is ok for me), i read chinese novels online (well, i havnt found an eng novel site yet! im a bookworm!), i design earrings, i snack n grow fat (i shd really stop tat) and a few other activities goes on in my room. well, i could have spend the time studying and get all HDs. i would like tat too! but tat is jus so not me. if i were tis hardworking and not prone to distractions, i would b in local U studying med already! hah. but then again, if i were like tat, im prob not WEN anymore. then i look at my bed. the blue comforter looks inviting...

MY BED

TIGGER, TENDERHEART BEAR, BABY AEROPLANE, PAKKUN

the soft toys on my bed gives my room a S'pore look. cos back home my bed is full of soft toys too.. im not a soft toys person but each of these soft toys here comes with a story. i look at my shelves and see my textbooks.. and food and notes and wats not.. hah. my room here in OZ is not MY room, but i try to make it as personal as can b. p/s : ppl who noes me will noe i like to personalise my ting. =) then my table, there is my favourite, favourite speakers. i like! its BOSE and it ROCKS! my table is not v messy despite popular belief. in short. this room here in B322 is very ME. its my world and my life. its where i chill out when i need to relax and its where i battle the books and funny terms and formulas my modules req me to understand by hook or by crook! hah.. but i still miss MY room back home. becos when i open the door, its not my room anymore, but who cares. when i open my room door, its MY house and im part of other people's world. im my parents' daughter, my brothers' sister and my housekeeper's girl. when i look ard, its my world and where i belong. my room sorta represents who i am, an identity. MY ROOM = MY M E

BELOVED BOSE SPEAKERS

ADIDAS SNEAKERS, ASICS COURT SHOES, ADIDAS RUNNING SHOES

TOILETRIES

TEXTBOOKS, FOOD! AND NOTES

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 2:07 am.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

LY's Tag for her Bdae.

Tis entry is noting, really. cos LY tagged and u noe how tags disappear after a while. tot its sweet of her to tag in my tagboard so decided to post it here so it will remain in my memory, n when memory fails me, blog. heh..

10 Apr 06, 01:01
Lee Ying: Once again thk u very much! Muackz! i m getting nagging le.. haha okie enuf.. tok to u soon! hugz!
10 Apr 06, 01:00
Lee Ying: when u return this coming june.. so yupz, dun b too upset or wat k! thx 4 ur card once again.. b4 i reach the part when u asked if i m touched, i m ald v touched le.. really.. ur words touched me..
10 Apr 06, 00:59
Lee Ying: I will show u all the pics, tell u everything real soon k! i really miss u.. n yes, i noe how much u hope to b back.. n i really hope u r back too.. nevertheless, rmb our promise to celebrate together
10 Apr 06, 00:58
Lee Ying: Thx so much my darling gal.. U r juz so sweet! Thx for that special entry for me ya! I can feel ur presence..:) can imagine how u sing the bdae song to mi! thx babe! really v touched sweetie..:)

P/S : To LY. yup! we will celebrate our bdaes together! when Lun n Min n XL etc.. heh.. n u mus practise nagging ma.. u teacher leh! heh

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 3:22 am.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Birthday Post for Leeying

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Leeying,
Happy birthday to you!

Heh, tis blog post is dedicated to the one and only Ms Toh Lee Ying, who turns 21st yr old today.
hmmm, its 820pm already, her bdae celebration is happening on the way! wished and hoped and hoped and wished that i could attend her celebration but huh, im all the way in OZ leh. its a 5 n a half hr plane ride away.. plus $900 bucks difference too! but Leeying, hope u noe that actually im there in spirit with all of u... hope u enjoying urself and hope all ur guests enjoying themselves too! hope all the ppl whom u wish to see appear and stay for a while or someting so at least u guys can catch up with the old times. VBallers, have fun on behalf of me!

actually, all i wanted to say to LY, i already said it in her birthday letter and she recieved it yesterday! yay! thank goodness it didnt get lost in the mail. i would b devastated. haha.
hope u get lots of birthday presents! that's important too! heh... tell me bout what u got later or someting.. the fun part of having a birthday celebration is the presence of presents! hah! yay! hope u got lots of goodies...

hai, braindead. do not know what im writing and do not noe what to write too. trying hard to squeeze words out but u noe, its one of those days...
for ppl who read my blog in hope of some entertainment, sorry to disappoint these days... stress overload..

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 8:20 pm.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Tonight's dinner wasnt bad...

well, we had "Singapore Curry" tonite.. whatever that means... haha.. but it had some standard! im impressed! granted, it wasnt spicy enuf for me, but it works! really had some standard lor... ok.. signing out for now!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 8:56 pm.

Monday, April 03, 2006

cute guy

ok... on msn with lun now... she secretly took a pic of tis totally cute, lovable, yandao guy la! heh.. our conv...

Ginz says:
oh... quite goodlooking
Ginzsays:
deepset eyes n high nose..
Ginzsays:
i like..
Ginzsays:
heh..
says:
did u take his pic without him knowing?
junee: says:
chio oops yandao rite
junee:says:
haha
Ginzsays:
sneaky
junee:says:
yea
junee:says:
i was sitting 2 rows behind
junee: says:
and he walked up the lt
junee: says:
den my eyes opened big big
junee:says:
haha
junee:says:
and i kept staring at him
Ginzsays:
... gosh!
Ginz says:
but he IS CUTE
Ginz says:
rather a looker too!

heh.. well... i tink he is yandao too..
is he single and available?!

Mr Yandao.. look at the high nose bridge and deep set eyes!!!!!

maybe he is a v v V nice person too!!!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 10:25 pm.

Yay! B300s is the CAPTAIN'S BALL WINNERS... and i've got 2 SPECTECULAR FALLS

yay! B300s won the captain's ball comp last sat.. but it came with a prize.. darlings, i cant believe my bad luck! i had to get injured TWICE in 5 mins.. dunno which idiot suggested to let the girls jump ball.. i jumped. the other girl jumped too... except when the other girl is landing, tink she jus pulled my hand down. so its like tis : im in the air, still in the air... then suddenly!!!! my entire arm is being jerked down by someone! it hurted like hell! at that point of time im convinced my entire arm will come off... then after that.. came the numbness.. then came the "electric shock" thingy.. then im like, kneeling down there la! and it happened in the 1st 3 secs of the final game with B400s. then i had to take like 1/2 a minute to recover. till now it still hurts when i try to raise my right hand... thats jus BAD LUCK 101...

BAD LUCK 102, which was approx 5 mins later... the game was going on... everyting was good and well... then i was sorta like standing at this corner waiting for someone to pass the ball to me... then... BBBBBAAAAAAMMMMMM! i jus got RAMMED over by some guy la! (the identity of the person is kept confidental for safety purposes, lets call him R) R's back was facing me at 1st, then he turn and ran.. which was pretty normal in the game. EXCEPT.. he RAN.. n when ppl run, there is velocity and acceleration. he practically ran into me n knocked me over la!!!!!!! he didnt even SEE me... i have never wished to be a bigger size till then... anyway, i got knocked over and according to Regina, i flew high up in the air and landed heavily. anyway i tot i flew further than higher but its jus as bad... but the ting is... i thought maybe my liver and kidney changed places..haha...

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 7:43 pm.

THe Irony of Life

hello boys and girls... today's dinner at currie was nice! it was exceptionally nice!!! we had stewed pork and the "lu" dan... it was YUMMY... i was satisfied.. finally felt like getting my Au$263 per week hostel fee worth..

ok, context proper already...

i slipped and fell like almost 3 weeks ago... the senerio was like this... girls n boys, DO NOT TRY THIS. THIS IS DONE BY PROFESSIONALS :
it was a dark, gloomy afternoon... it looked like it would rain... as i was hoping its not gonna rain, PING PANG! i heard the thunder. WHOOSH... Mr Wind blew with such force one might suspect Mrs Wind had cooked such a fantastic lunch for him, he had to blow with such vigour.
the raindrops started to fall fast.. it pelted the roof.. TIK, TAK, TIK, TAK.. was the sound, except it was loud and fast...
but im a determined person. there was no way i would allow someting as trival as a heavy rain deter me from my goal. so i went ahead with my plan... that is, to go to the international center to extend my OSHC thingy.. (OSHC = Overseas Health Cover = Insurance thingy)... after the settling the whole thing... i was quite pleased with myself for accomplishing this.. so its one less thing to worry bout... as i stepped into the Hackett Cafe Area, (the floor was v v smooth, i was wearing slippers, it was raining...), AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! BANG!!!!
i slipped and landed on my butt. and i hit my left ankle and knee on the floor too.

that was 3 weeks ago... and my lower back, lumbar region is still hurting... save me someone.
i've got a doctor's appt tml at 1030 am thou.. hope there is no bad news.. its my body! dun play play! this body of mine, thou its not perfect, niether is it totally desirable, its the only one i've got and its gonna stay with me for the rest of my life. there is no way i wanna a bad body! come on! im only wat, 21?! if noting goes wrong im gonna live till my 70s or 80s! i dun wanna get stuck with a bad and lousy so early! i still want a good quality of life lor!

anyway, the irony is : i went to extend my OSHC, the insurance thingy... then just the very minute i settle my thing, i had to fall and actually put my health cover into use.
shit.

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 7:12 pm.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Tell it to me in my face

Anyway, can i jus say someting..

Ppl out there... if there is someting u dun like bout me, tell it to me in my face.. granted.. ive got a fragile heart.. pls try to b tactful.. but it beats avoiding me and making feel the bad vibes anytime. im like, paranoid la.. and no matter how badly i want someting.. if i dun get it.. and u being my fren got wat i wanted... get the word darling... its called FREN, i will b happy for u. wat sort of person u tink i am?! wat?! cos u get tat ting n i didnt i will feel sore ?! come n! we are FRENS. wat do u tink i am? pull a black face at u for like, example, cos u got HDs for all ur units and i didnt get a single HD? im sad cos i didnt get any HD, but happy for u cos u got HDs!!!!! pls lor.. frens out there... pls have MORE FAITH in me... tats the most basic ting frens have to offer...

FRENS ARE PEOPLE WHO WILL CONGRAULATE U EVEN WHEN U HAVE DONE BETTER THAN THEM, AND THE CONGRATES U GET ARE FROM THE BOTTOM OF THIER HEART.
REST ASSURED, COS THATS THE MOST BASIC CRITERIA OF A FREN, TO FEEL HAPPY FOR U WHEN U HAVE DONE WELL.

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 1:41 am.

haha.. WON AT MAHJONG

haha... was at the C hse set jus now.. played mahjong from like close to 9pm..till now! its only 1 round lor.. n its like wat.. 130am already! it was a v SLOW SLOW game.. but then i cant complain..cos according to Aidan, Gab n Youhai, its my fault! cos i keep wining when im the "zhuang"... and the problem is.... cos we play 10c, 20c..so i keep winning and i win only like 1 tai or 2... haha... but i won $6.80 !!!!!! haha.. but tink i won the money from my last win.. cos i have got 4 tai... then i zhi mo somemore.. haha.. so its 4 tai and pls double of tat... so i won $1.60 from everyone! so its ($1.60 X 3 = $4.80) from tat last win! haha n yay! happy tat i won.. even happier cos i played by myself.. haha.. ok 'nuff said.. im abit tired as well... cos it was a long long game.. let me jus rest a while n mayb tok to dear... after tat, sleep.. and tml got AUSTSWIM prac again.. its raining now.. hope the weather will not be cold tml.. =)

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 1:24 am.