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Thursday, May 19, 2005

THANK YOU DEARIE FOR THE PINK IPOD MINI!

hehe... dear bluff me! he told me tat he will not b sending any presents over to me.. sayin tat when i come back then he buy me watever i wan... hee... im like fine with it... I told myself and i told wen le.. he is going to get me 2 sweaters when i come back to spore! hehe.. dear said he will never get me sweaters.. say i have too much le.. but still... i wan! hehe... but.... erm.. its true.. i have like got 12 jackets n sweaters add up.. it is abit alot.. but i dun care! so with this mentality.. i was like happy cos now i can get 2 more sweaters... hehe.. then to my surprise.. 1 fine day i went to check my mailbox n TADA! there was a note for me..sayin i have got a parcel.. then i went to collect it.. n it was from wen! i recognise the handwriting.. then one i noe so well.. hee... n then when i saw the parcel im like.. wats inside? he ever told me he wan record a CD for me.. i tot by the stack it was alot of cds.. then i opened it..then i looked.. OH MY GOD! it was a PINK IPOD MINI! argh! i tot i got another person's parcel but no leh.. the handwritin is really his.. n it had my name on it...hehe.. n yes its true! the PINK IPOD MINI is mine.. all mine.. and best is it is from him!.. i shall treasure and protect it with all my life.. hehe.. i guess its jus to unexpected and so sweet of him to get me the ipod ... its little things like this tat really makes u feel loved and pampered and tat u mean something to someone... i love and miss u dear... thanx for being here with me... mentally and spiritually at least...

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 8:43 pm.

Thanx Sam for tat wonderful birthday dinner!

thank you sam for tat wonderful birthday dinner u had for me! YUM! we had curry and the pork chop was superb! hehe... YUMMY YUMMY! n thanx for bringin me out later tat nite..we wanted to go ktv but it was full so we had bubble tea instead.. still it was nice.. THANX SAM, LILENG,DEBBY,VERON, FANGJUN and NICK (pic-nic,hee) for helping me celebrate... really v happy!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 8:32 pm.

Thank You Daddy for Doting on ME!

Thank you daddy! hee... i tot u forgot my birthday.. but u didnt not! not exactly anyway.. hehe.. i mean... u wished me a happy belated birthday... then u wanted me to get something for myself as a birthday gift! hehe.. n ya... im like... so gan dong and i didnt tot tat tat will happen! hee... so i went to get myself a NIKE sweater... it was on discount... i treated the ppl who helped me celebrate my birthday to bubble tea.. and ya.. i bought myself like $25 worth of beads cos im like into mking my own jewellry now.. hehe... i mean..trying to make... hehe.. but anyway... it was jus unexpected tat Daddy would do such stuff to show how much he loves and dotes on me... feels so xing fu.. hehee...
THANK YOU DADDY! LOVE N MISS U! WILL BE HOME SOON!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 8:19 pm.

THANK YOU LUN FOR THE PRESENT!

Hee.. u will never imagine my surprise and delight when i received ur parcel! so like... happy la! i knew there were gonna b earrings inside and stuff but the.... to see the parcel right before my eyes was like. WOW! hehe.. was so happy the whole day! Thank you for the 2 pairs of earrings... hee.. i esp like the mis-matched heart shaped ones... (orang and black....) thank u oso for the 2 rubber bands! its like one of my favourite favourite color... Orange! hehe... then cos u only told me u getting for me these 2 ma.. then i wasnt expecting anything else! then oh no! i saw it! it was like a whole set of Clean Color Markers la! hehe... mayb cos u noe tat i keep complaining wan to make notes for sch but have got not enough colored pens.. hehe....so gan dong la! n yes.. they are like my bao bei... hehe...! THANK YOU LUN-NY! Heheh... miss u... but i will b back soon!! n remember u owe me one Coca steamboat ah! i have got it written all down!
hee

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 8:11 pm.

Sorry For the Late Post....Re: Birthday celebration by B300s,"Charlie, Esther, Kevin n Damon"

Guys..sorry for the late post on my diary...was so bz the past weeks! Yup... they really really went all out to celebrate my birthday and yup! 1st, Jean n Esther got Paul to msn me saying tat i left my book at the dining hall... i didnt think i left anything there but Paul insisted tat he tot he saw a book with my name on it... n ya... since the books here are really v expensive, i tot i will jus go down n have a look... but it was like 1am la! i didnt want to but i tot, wat if the cleaning lady found the book tml instead?! so i went down n as i was walking down the corridor, i heard voices behind me... then i was like.. wats tat?! then i turned around and i saw Jean and Esther! they were holding a muffin, with sparkles on it! hee... it was so unexpected and touching la! hee... i tot tat was the best le.. but no! in the morning they had breakfast with me, which they need not have to.. cos my class starts at 830 tat day... they start at 9.. but they pei me anyway.. they knocked on my door to wake me up and i woke up... then i left for the bathroom to brush teeth and wash face la.. then when i came back i found the door closed then i tot... nvm.. mayb the wind blew it shut.. then when i open my door, i got a shock la! ARGH! there were 2 other ppl in my room! JEAN N ESTHER! they were holding a softboard with all the ppl's photos on it.. it was really really very nice le.. hehe.. then in the evening they even had a bbq for me! hee... then i was so happy la! but i got really really dirty cos they used the cake to smear on my face... TWice! i was like damn dirty la! n i like cant get back on them cos i couldnt catch them... hai...
but tat was fun le... but then when i got back to my room and as i open my door... i saw something pink hanging by the door knob la! ARGH! ITS A PINK RIPCURL BAG! VERY NICE! then i remembered... joanne asked for my key.. cos she say she want to borrow my pi pa gao... then i lent her my key.. buti didnt think tat there will b anything there when i came back... hee... but still.... im really really very grateful to the Jean, Esther, Joanne, Amelia, Lockland, Gabriel, Edric, Aidan, Wilson, Husain, Damon and Kevin.. THANK YOU!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 7:56 pm.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Happy Birthday to me..

OK>>> B4 i start to say anything.. i would like to say tat there actually r pictures to accompany this entry.. only thing is i havnt figured out how to post them yet and i have a test this fri.. so mite learn to post pics during the weekend.. WATCH THIS SPACE! >>>>

hihi all.. in like 2 n 1/4 time, i will b 20 yrs old le..Hai.. so old.. its like i have lived 2 decades le la!
1stly, i would jus like to say a BIG THANK U to the gals for sending me a parcel all the way from singapore! I LOVE U GUYS! They are, in no order of preferance, Leeying, Huimin, Xiuling, Jieqin, Beeyee and Qiushi! I love u gals alot alot... was v gan dong when i saw the note saying tat i have a parcel.. Hai.. but to tell the truth.. i knew u guys were sending me something le.. courtesy of lun n qin.. haha! cos i was concerned and went to qin's blog to see see look look.. then i saw wat " send a parcel oso so ex... not like we sendin rocks or smt like tat.." heehee.. then i knew le.. then from lun... yes yes... she cant really control herself... hee.. so i was like not v surprised but still.. i was overwhelmed cos i didnt noe when it will come and i didnt noe wat was inside! lun told me its something i could wear so when i went to the office to collect my parcel there were 2... 1 small one and another bigger one.. i tot its jus a piece of clothing so i gave the lady at the counter my slip of paper then told her,, "i think its the small one.." she double checked the paper and said.. Hmm i think its this one.. and its the bigger one! im like AH!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe.. then i took tat parcel then i went to the Blue Room.. its jus a room la... with a big tv and piano.. jean n esther were there playin the piano.. then i was like so gan dong la! then after tat i sat down to catch my breathe then i saw Ly's handwriting.. then i dunno y, but my heartbeat jus increased another notch! then i dunno y but the tears jus started rolling down! its like LEEYING'S handwriting! im lke being transported to the past... then dunno y, mayb cos ly my captain for so many yrs..then i jus flashback to the time in JSS when we playing ball, all the times we had.. (cos min n qin oso contribute to the prez ma..) then the times in JJC, (cos xl is there and its when i really really got closer to qiushi and beeyee...) then its like... OH NO! I WAN TO GO HOME! BACK TO THE PPL BACK HOME WHOM I HAVE BEEN SO COMFORTABLE WITH FOR SO LONG!
then i opened the parcel.. then i was speechless again.. cos i only expect something to wear... then i saw all my fav titbits i was like... the taps got turned on again la!(AKA : CRIED AGAIN) its like ya.. i like to eat Hello Panda and stuff and i was like so gan dong cos it shows tat the ppl back home still remembers wat i like to eat or they saw me eat often... or they tot i would like to eat.. hee.. then here it is.. materialise in front of me! then i saw the SB then i like so happy! cos its like one of my fav color la! ORANGE! haha! so kai xin! n so gan dong! like u guys actually remembered i like orange.. and all the while i was worried if i were to b kidnapped one day and the kidnappers said they will only let me off if u guys noe me.. as in noe me well... then i was thinking... i wld b dead! cos i tot no one wld noe me well! but im wrong!ok... hope u guys understand wat i mean... apparently there are ppl out there back home who really care and im so sorry i didnt appreciate u guys more... im so sorry once again...
but ya... back to the topic of bdae.. i feel old, suddenly... and as i look back.. there are quite a few (ok, rather alot) regrets i had.. but i hope there wld b less in the years to come...
im oso not v excited bout my bday on MAY 4th cos like.. i dunno leh... i felt my bday was yesterday... cos i received the parcel yesterday.... dunno la.... feels weird.. like the excitment over le...

Anyways.. here goes!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME....

1 Yr older le..hope to b abit more mature and more street smart, less 'crazy' n more quiet..
more hardworking and less slack, more lucky and have ren-yuan.. 人缘。。as in a more ppl person.. hope to stop shooting stuff out of my mouth without filtering with my brain.., hope to play ball better and not lose watever is left of my touch.. hope to lose weight cos, yes.. u will put on weight here one... its the diet here... everycorner u turn are the western food and ya... like fried and stuff.. and lots of carbs...potatoes every meal! how to not put on weight?! u dun eat the potatoes u starve cos noting else to eat le.. the salad bar is empty b4 u can spell SALAD. hope to b more tidy and focused and ya.. hope to pick things up fast... oso.. hope to learn how to cook at the end of the yr cos i plan to move out next yr.. if dunno how to cook then tats it le... sure starve to death one.. or maggi every meal.. n yes.. ppl out there who noe me will believe me when i say maggi every meal, there really is 90% chance tat i really will eat tat !oso i hope to b less black and bcome whiter..cos dunno y... other ppl tan.. i jus turn a dull shade of black.. hmmmp! not fair!

but anyway... THANX TO ALL THE PPL WHO REMEMBERED... I REALLY VERY GAN DONG=TOUCHED... SO HAPPY AND THOU ITS AWAY FROM HOME... N ITS RATHER SAD IN SOME SENSE, I FEEL LOVED, EVEN THOU THERE IS LIKE SO MUCH DISTANCE BTW ME AND HOME..SIMPLY BECAUSE THERE ARE PPL OUT THERE WHO BOTHER.. I LOVE U GUYS!

You Are Unique, Just Like Everyone Else. 9:42 pm.