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Thursday, May 04, 2006

on my 21st birthday, i would like...

i would firstly like to wish myself a happy 21st birthday.

Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me.

im 21 today, officially an adult. tis means, i have to go to jail for doing wrong tings.
tis means, i can no longer get away with things.
tis also means, i am legally responsible for my actions!
in the eyes of law, i am a full-fledged adult. but to my parents, im still their little girl. people celebrate 21st birthdays to mark the passing into adulthood. me - i have decided to wallow in self-pity cos its cold and its abit lonely with no familiar foods and smells and sights and people to accompany me on this day.
ppl back home are making a big hoo-haa over their 21st, with parties and celebrations. me here, i simply want to pretend may4th dun exist becos its gonna be such a sad affair. not to say the ppl here are not nice. they are a fantastically nice bunch. its jus, the 21st bdae party i have always envisioned is NOT HAPPENING. I have already thought of the people whom i will NOT invite. Now, the ppl i WOULD INVITE if i were to hold a party would NOT be invited too. simply put, its like a wet blanket on my many hrs of fantasizing over my 21st.

Dear Birthday Fairy, on my 21st birthday, i tink im entitled to make birthday wishes.
So, here goes!
My birthday wishes :
Be more responsible and reliable.
Be a teeny-weeny bit more mature.
Kick my habit of being late.
Able to wake up in the mornings for class.
Sleep early.
Lose that flabby tummy and arms and thighs.
Be a nerd and get good grades.
Be healthy.
Be happy.
Able to carry a tune to save my life.
Improve my vb skills.
Listen more, speak less.
Be more tactful.
Have more money.
Have more autonomy.
Have better skin.
Have body coordination.
Succeed in whatever i set my mind into doing.
Determination.
Keep my frens, make new frens.
Have a good lovelife. haha.

Is it too much to ask for? i hope not. well, i guess if i HAD to summerise, i jus want a smooth-sailing yr and i don't mind not having much "Moments" to remember by. I'm not greedy. i wan to live normally, with a smooth-sailing study carrer, smooth-sailing frenships and relationships, smooth-sailing, successful fight-the-fat campaign plus that extra few tings here and there. im not wishing for the stars nor the moon. its noting unattainable, yet, sometimes, some tings would need a miricle for it to happen. like the frenships part - its not only ME, its the others as well, get wat i mean?
some ppl tell me, 21st yrs liao, mus grow up. i smiled. but i dun tink growing up is impt. wat matters is u evolving into a better person. i mean, i LOVE my dad to bits and he sometimes say lame tings. does it mean he is not grown up? nope, he is jus being the best he can at tat point of time, be it jus to lighten the atmosphere or to show his other side. therefore, instead of wishing i would growup, i wish to learn how to behave appropriately at the right times. yup, i tink thats more impt.

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