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Monday, April 24, 2006

people are greedy. i am greedy

i believe most people are greedy by nature. i always thought since i am aware of tis fact, i could make a conscious effort to curb my greediness and jus be satisfied with wat i have. well, proven once again today, i am greedy. nothing is ever enough. when i have got someting, i want more of it.
got my ex physio midsem results today. it was ok... but i hoped and expected more. granted, i got a super borderline good grade. but when i stepped out of the exam theatre a mere 2 weeks ago, i thought i would have done better. the exam went well, i thought. well, i was disappointed when i saw my grades today. for a normal person, they would jus flip if i tell them my grade. they would not understand y my facial expression n grade will not match. i didnt do as well as i hoped. i was hoping the mid sem would help me have an easier time for the rest of my unit. well., seems like i dun have the luxury of that extra few marks to slack. u can say im being greedy. considering i only really started studying like 3 days before the exam, the score would have been quite well. but during those 3 days, i thought i knew my stuff well enough. im not.
im not being upset becos others got higher than me. i was upset when i saw my score, not after i knew wat the others scored. wat the others scored had noting to do with me. its jus my own expectations i was trying to meet.
well, i fell short of my expectations rather badly. thou it was a rather last minute studying thing, i was hoping for more.
im upset.
im disappointed.
i want it all behind me.

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